Alle Kunst ist der Freude gewidmet

Just because.

Mon, 21 May 2012 18:13:59 GMT

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Mon, 21 May 2012 16:26:48 GMT

OMG MOVIE!THEODEN IS TOO AWESOME FOR WORDS. THAT EXCHANGE OF BLOWS WITH ARAGORN ON THE WALLS OF HELM'S DEEP IS SO HNNNNNNNNNNN. SUCH A BAMF.

Also, I did again tear up when Theoden broke down in front of Theodred´s grave. The way he tries to hold back the tears ;w; It gets me every time. Damn you, actor whose name I don't remember. You're awesome.

Also, why did it take me so much time to write my one fe_fest prompt? I could pack SO much characterisation in there. It was so much fun to write. (Though at some passages it feels a bit clumsy. Have to rectify that later) I almost forgot about this prompt -- but at least not as much as I forgot the contest; I didn't even notice that the prompt had already been up! Anyway, much fun was had today with writing.

PS: Theoden, I love you. You're awesome. I also love Eomer because he's ~hmmm~

:D

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Sat, 19 May 2012 08:12:45 GMT

The awkward moment when you see a guy at a concert and think "Hm, he's cute". Then you throw a second glance at him and notice "Wait, the hair length, the nose, the form of his face, beardless....

He looks like the younger version of a certain favourite character."

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFfffffffffffffffffff-bwahahaha. XD Oh man.

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Wed, 16 May 2012 11:52:20 GMT

After for some time having no Seth OTP (because I very much lost interest in Seth/Eirika and then in the two of them separately (Bros took over my whole mind)), now I've noticed "Yes, I have one".

I ship one-sided Seth/Fado like burning.

I was bored and read through some of my old stuff, including the two Seth/Fado pieces I wrote, and suddenly! There was my love for the pairing again and it instantly became my new Seth OTP. :D Yay~ And to celebrate that I instantly wrote some delicious Sophia/Fado, because sexswapping is awesome and I hadn't done that yet (and sexswapping in general for quite some time). Oh, it was fun~~

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Tue, 08 May 2012 19:25:39 GMT

So, I actually did post the first chapter of my Fado Survives AU; Clinging to Life. I'm not in the mood to talk about it. Kinda tired again. Gonna nap.

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So tired

Sun, 06 May 2012 18:17:41 GMT

Today was my brother´s civil wedding (the one at the church is on the 26th) and while it was kinda nice, I'm so exhausted :( Though I'm kinda wondering why because while it was long (~ 6 hours), most of the time was listening or eating. Still, sitting there, surrounded by people is just tiring. Annoying. I really don't want to think about the 26th, because that will be the big feast and be even longer. So not looking forward to that aspect.

(Kinda nice, because it was just not my taste. They were happy with everything and that's what really counts. And I'm not someone who gives a fuck about weddings and doesn't really want one herself. Just don't need it.)

Also, finished that little Asthar&Mirania piece I've written. Will post it maybe later or tomorrow.

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Thu, 03 May 2012 17:18:19 GMT

So, I decided to just jump into it and made a comm: lazulis_island. On lj. I've decided that will one of my exercises in fighting my fears. >:)

Please join if you want to 8D

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I was thinking earlier...

Wed, 02 May 2012 15:25:44 GMT

As I'm prone to do when I'm sitting in the bus. Mostly because after having the deep-seating need to write Last Story fanfic for a while now, I actually did it this morning (not finished yet, the beginning is missing), but it made me think.

There's no comm for The Last Story. But I want to have a comm where there might be discussion and fic, but I'm too insecure to just make one :( I'm doubting that I could do it and would feel like a total loser if nothing more than the opening post or so would ever be posted there. I mean... I really want one and would probably post my fic there... but I would feel horrible if I were the only one. :( But I feel silly for thinking that.

Am I overthinking things again?

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Tue, 01 May 2012 13:29:53 GMT

Hm, I completely forgot to make this post yesterday (i.e. I was too lazy).

'Cause I got a new MP3 Player 8D My old IPod Nano (4th gen, I believe) decided to retire. The screen froze every damn time I activated the screen. Even the reset screen froze. And the guy from the Apple shop said that nothing could be done. So I bought a Sony Player.

No way I buy that new Nano. Apart from the fact that it looks ugly, I tested the handling with my Dad´s Nano and there is hate all around. The touch thing is annoying (not in general, but here it just doesn't work well).

I have to admit that the colour of my new player was the main reason I bought it (I did look what it can do, of course. Wouldn't want to buy shit)

8D And it has a beautiful and fitting name~~

It's called Creeper.

8D

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Moar Asthar icons because I forgot one cutscene

Mon, 30 Apr 2012 20:03:31 GMT

[Icons] 5

The Last Story: Asthar x5

+ 2 gifs :D

( Cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut )

You won't believe how long it took to make them D: And they're still faaaar too big for userpics. *sadface* Still, if you take them, I would really appreciate credits.

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Sat, 28 Apr 2012 20:49:44 GMT

Hehehe 8D I just made a Creeper keychain for my little brother´s birthday on the 18th. I never know what to give my brothers and normally it's some chocolate but the Creeper chain was just a spontaneous idea. I feel like Minecraft (and Harveys Neue Augen and Edna bricht aus) brought us closer together again so the Creeper fits (the Creeper is just the most awesome mob :D). And he has NO knick-knack on his keys at all D: That cannot be!

:D

Unrelated to that, I had a strange dream last night (additionally, "I" was a Zael lookalike and my father was a perfect mixture of Asthar and Fado. SO much lol); it was hot the whole time and I almost broke down because of the heat twice. And what happens today? I go shopping with my mom and IT'S SO HOT EVERYWHERE D: It was hell to stay in the shops. But my mom was awesome and bought me shorts so I could change out of my jeans. Damn you, weather.

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Icon post: Asthar centric (because the internet needs more Asthar)

Fri, 27 Apr 2012 22:41:25 GMT

[Icons]: 15
The Last Story: 13 Asthar, 2 Asthar&Zael

( Cut because it's too awesome )

Comments and credit are welcome but not necessary. Have fun with them 8D

(Btw, I so want to have Asthar´s blue cloak. It's just so... awesome 8D)

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Why am I thinking about hair? I don't know.

Thu, 26 Apr 2012 16:52:12 GMT

Has anyone else noticed that the older men (guessing at about 50) in Magvel (Duessel, Fado, Hayden, Viggy, Mansel, maybe Riev) all have hair that reaches at least their shoulders/covers most of their neck and is smoothed back? Intentional or coincidence? It's already my headcanon that longer hair is a traditional (or maybe just the fashion at the time? Though I'm not sure if some of the men mentioned above would care about fashion) hair-do for men of that age, but I'm wondering if someone else noticed.

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Oh hey, why not. Haven't done a meme since forever

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 07:00:51 GMT

1. My "gods, I hate you so much, let's fuck right now" ship:
2. My fluff ship:
3. My weird ship:
4. My lame ship that I love anyway:
5. My illegal ship:
6. My master/slave ship:
7. My morally questionable ship:
8. My ship that is totally cliché but I don't care:
9. My more-than-family-love ship:
10. My ménage à trois:
11. My "too bad it can never happen" ship:
12. My friends-with-benefits ship:
13. My "first time" ship:
14. My "they're both so deliciously mean" ship:
15. The ship that everyone loves but I don't:
16. The ship that I'll rip my eyes out with a spoon if it happens:
17. The ship I can't believe I read and liked:

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Wed, 18 Apr 2012 17:13:08 GMT

I'm replaying The Last Story ~~because of a certain person~~ for no character-specific reasons. And a certain spoilerific event still makes me go ;A; and D:< because I want to strangle the cause of said event. Grrr.

And a fic about younger Therius and his first travels/lessons/happenings with General Asthar would be the most glorious thing ever. Those two are so awesome it hurts.

Unrelated to that; I don't know how I could always overlook it, but I did found a fic on my compi that is SO old. Well, old old. From the time I still did that ~bro thing~ I mean, I take them more seriously now, but that was from the time where everything was silly. And dude, the fic is kinda embarrassing because it's so silly. On the other hand, I did lol at it XD I so have no idea what to do with it. I'm undecided if I would feel too embarrassed to post it on my writing com. (The silliness about Viggy´s kids come up and they're in the Lagdou Ruins and they come back from death and stuff. Goddamit, that was far too fun XD)

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Tue, 17 Apr 2012 15:01:21 GMT

I so wish that The Last Story comes out in the US after all. I want a fandom so badly ;A; I just can't find anything for it. Needs bigger audience.

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Depressed Whining

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 19:47:55 GMT

( Cut )

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Fri, 13 Apr 2012 22:20:12 GMT

Chasing a mouse your cat just brought in to play at 00:15? Sounds like the most perfect night sport.

Poor mouse was still perfectly okay and even fought back. Pretty awesome. It felt actually nice when I caught her between the door and my leg (my skin didn't touch her); such a tiny adorable animal <3 It's outside now, safe would be said too much, but Jiji never brought more than one mouse at once.

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Fri, 13 Apr 2012 16:27:44 GMT

In the morning I kinda wanted to make a rambly meta-y post, but now I just. I want everything to end or just stop. I'm just. So angry again and everything is annoying and I just want to curl up and never stand up again. Can't the whole world just stop moving? I'd appreciate it.

Fuck you, day.

Teaches me to take my anti-dep more regularly. Stupid head, who forgets all the important stuff.

Only positive thing today was that I suscribed to the next Swedish course.

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Wed, 11 Apr 2012 17:26:24 GMT

Haaa, a strange day again. First that bizarre dream, then random angriness, then playing Minecraft (8DDDDDDDDD), then driving around in my Ma´s car because it's battery was almost empty (speeding over the Autobahn with 120km/h < is far too much fun >8D) and now I feel happy again. I guess that because I was singing louldy in the car. Singing in the car is just awesome. The only aspect of driving that I like. Blind Guardian, fuck yeah >8D Though Hammerfall is still the best car music, hands down.

Also, IPod, stop sucking and doing strange things.

I thiiiiink I'm gonna post the first chapter of the Fado Survives AU. Just because I want it. It's my baby and even if I might not finish it, I want it to be out there. Well, only if I can find a title... Damn you, titles.

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Tue, 10 Apr 2012 16:38:31 GMT

A strange day. I got a strange bad mood but then I still managed to have a little win :) Makes me happy again.

I also wrote lol'fic. XD The prompt was just too good; A dirty book is rarely dusty. Staring Fado and others. Just so fitting~

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LOL, I was bored

Sun, 08 Apr 2012 19:32:49 GMT

And so I made another keychain. He turned out a bit chubby XD Also, he's got a leather chain, which I knotted after I took the pictures.

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Sooooooooooo

Mon, 02 Apr 2012 21:39:09 GMT

I've just finished "The Last Story". And it was amazing 8D The beginning was a bit hard, because it takes some time to get used to the battle system (it's easier with a Classic Controller, imo), but after the first hour or two the story picks up. And boy, it does. It seems so "innocent" at first and then things happen (and awesome characters appear; Asthar (<3 See Icon) and Therius). There's a little romance, but it's not too strong, imo. At times I even forgot about it and catagorized the interaction between the two as friendshippy, which is good, imo. Gives the relationship more depth. The synchro is also good. And twists. Nice twists.

The animation is good, overall, apart from most mouth animation. It can be... quite strange at times (again see icon). Smiles are often strange (poor Therius, he got the worst). I don't know if it was just my Wii or if it's normally, but there was some lagging, especially during cut scenes that were no mini-movies. That was sad because during emotional or important scene it was distracting. The colouring of the whole world is rather dark (mostly brown, dulled white, grey, black, etc.), which is fitting because the situation the world is in is not particularly good.

The music is really good. I've bought the Special Edition with a soundtrack and it's really pretty. Nobuo Uematsu did great work. Very pretty.

Now some very biased opinions:

- *Squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee* General Asthar <333 Hit so many "this will be a favourite" spots it's ridiculous. That he got a sexy voice certainly helped.

- Oh god, how did I love to run into people XD Because you don't just get caught by their box, but no! you actually run them over and push them to the side and sometimes they yell at you and stuff. XD SO hilarious. How easily something like that can bring the Evil out of me~

- Two main characters with eyepatches. Do I have to say more?

- Syrenne and Lowell seemed very stereotypically and boring at the beginning, but in the end I love them very much. So cute those two~

Fazit: Would definitely recommend it to other RPG loving people (and you could very probably write issue-fic about the war-traumatized people in this 8D)

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Ehehehehehe~

Mon, 02 Apr 2012 07:56:25 GMT

Moar keychains 8D Heads-only are much better than full body; full body is faaar too big. And I tried a different technique this time and it's faaaaaar easier and quicker. And cleaner v_v A bit...

Aaaaaaaaand 8D I still have material left so you can expect moar in the future. I mean, I have still so much purple, red, yellow, green....

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I MADE MY FIRST KEYCHAIN 8DDD

Sat, 31 Mar 2012 19:49:46 GMT

Eeeeeeeeeeeeee :D I'm making another full body one tomorrow or so and afterwards head only. Happy~ (Also, Fado got kiiiiinda tall and I should've placed his pelvis armour a bit higher.)

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