22/5/11

scarletmorning: (Hayden and Fado Sepia)
I feel oddly... apathetic. I have no motivation for anything whatsoever. And that is bad. Very bad. And it makes me feel bad, which kills any motivation that could've hidden somewhere in the back of my mind. This is fucking frustrating. There are things I should do, which I don't because I'm so fucking unmotivated. Gawd. And the worst is that it also depresses me. Damnit. That is an exceptionally bad combination. I hate this.

So, the solution is kicking myself to read more about relative sentences in Middle High German. And those boring chapters about Syntax. Jippieh /sarcasm

AWAY WITH THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. And then I'll reward myself with some... I dunno, maybe writing (maybe some Fado/Hayden slash or femslash) or derping around on the internet. Which I do far too often anyway. I should definitely cut down my internet time. Stay strict, self.
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