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Madam should stop bringing in so much mice. And if she does, could she at least either bring mice who are very much alive or who are very much dead. It's always so sad to euthanise them. Poor, cute mice. And she never cleans up after herself. Otoh, that way we can at least find them... But still.

On an entirely other note;

I was writing/thinking a bit about the Fado AU and was wondering... does Fado know of Ephraim's wish to just be a mercenary? I'm not sure what Ephraim would do because both sounds plausible to my ears: did Ephraim hide the wish because his father would disapprove and he doesn't want that stress (tongue-lashing, stricter rules, stricter lessons, less freedom, etc.)? Or did he tell him (maybe during a fight, or because he had that wish from the very beginning, or because he didn't feel like he should feel ashamed for that, etc.)?

I'm not too sure in my writing of Ephraim so what do the other Ephraim-writers think?

Haaa, a strange day again. First that bizarre dream, then random angriness, then playing Minecraft (8DDDDDDDDD), then driving around in my Ma´s car because it's battery was almost empty (speeding over the Autobahn with 120km/h < is far too much fun >8D) and now I feel happy again. I guess that because I was singing louldy in the car. Singing in the car is just awesome. The only aspect of driving that I like. Blind Guardian, fuck yeah >8D Though Hammerfall is still the best car music, hands down.

Also, IPod, stop sucking and doing strange things.

I thiiiiink I'm gonna post the first chapter of the Fado Survives AU. Just because I want it. It's my baby and even if I might not finish it, I want it to be out there. Well, only if I can find a title... Damn you, titles.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeee :D I'm making another full body one tomorrow or so and afterwards head only. Happy~ (Also, Fado got kiiiiinda tall and I should've placed his pelvis armour a bit higher.)

Lol, the last few weeks I had the feeling that I was barely writing/posting any stories! But when I look at my writing comm, lo and behold!, gurl, look at all this stuff you're posting (most of it is fic_promptly 's fault anyway :P)

Gawd, I just love Seth->Fado. It's so.... delicious~~~~ I kinda want to prompt it on the fe_fest, but it always makes me feel weird if it's obvious that I wrote the prompt >< (And there is already one prompt that is... obvious.)


Also, dried apple rings <3 Om nom nom.


Alsoalso, OMG, I just randomly decided to listen to In Extremo again today. After like months of not listening to them. And after the first few accords I'm like "HOMG Y HAVE I EVER STOPPED LISTENING TO THEM NON-STOP?". Fffffffffffffffff. Anyway, now I kinda want to listen to Rammstein. Yay 8D

I remember one comment in my journal about how it was kinda stupid of Fado to stay back to get himself killed while Eirika and Seth flee. And well, if we take what he says about his reasons at face value, I agree. His death is pretty much pointless. But after some thinking I don't believe him completely.

Yeah, I do believe that he wanted to know why this was happening (and to accept the guilt if it was his fault). But that wasn't his main reason. I believe he mostly wanted to buy time for Eirika. I mean, what would've the Gradian army done if neither king nor princess where in the castle? They immediately send their troupes after them. And if the king stays back and distracts the Gradian army for a (albeit) little while? Until they notice that the princess isn't there (and when they notice that they need her; we don't know if Lyon/the DK already knew that there was a fake stone in the temple and that they would need the twins), Eirika might already be far away or at least hidden. So Fado sacrifices himself for Eirika.

Thoughts? Arguments?

Am in posting spree. More or less. Here have the fill for the Renning&Geoffrey prompt from waaaaaaaaay back: ff.net and dreamwidth.

Also a very short Fado/Hayden fill for 100 Lovers. Also on ff.net and dreamwidth.

Because I feel like it. I don't think you can call it meta (Why do I ALWAYS write meat first?), but whatever. Headcanon tiems~

BroKings related so feel free to skip~ (I might have to think more about Marcus another time. Because Marcus. Also, I should stop writing him first as "Marcus" and then "Markus" and then the other way again. Plz stop to be confused, self.)

So, I felt like saying a few words about their parents, mostly their fathers because they have the biggest influence as of yet on them. Yes, family times again~

( Cut for teel deer about families. Grado is always so.... hnhnhnhn~ )



I feel like I might post Moulder/Hayden Part 1. I haven't editted for a while now, but I do feel it's mostly finished. Hm. Also, Marcus writing now, plz.

Edit: Lj-cuts, stop fucking things up.

LOOK AT THE SHINY. THE SHINYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

And here I thought I was silly for semi-shipping femSeth/Fado but nowwwwwwwwwwwwww. Fado/Seth, fuck yeah! 8DDDDD So shiny~~~ (Joined serenesforest JUST for that pic. Because someone said Fado. Oh my XD It was so fucking worth it 8DDD)

All thoughts about Harken are now erased from my mind. Fado has taken over again, fffffffffffffffffffffffffu-- 8D

Edit:

Totally writing slightly creepy Seth/Fado and Seth/twins. Nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, yes. 8D

Edit2:

Correction: totally WROTE Seth/Fado creepiness 8D I r happy. No, this might not become my favourite Seth pairing, what are you talking about?

So! You'll get some tl;dr about a plotbunny I had only for a short time, but I can't keep it ;A; Maybe it'll find a new, nice owner~

It's onesided femSeth/Fado goodness. With lots of hurt and self-delusion and onesided heartache and all the good stuff 8D

( Cut for cracky weirdness~ )

8D

Edit:

You know you're a horrible bro fangirl when reading "Haydnstraße" makes you grin like an idiot.

....

I'll be over in my little fangirling corner now...

8D

Edit2:

Have I already mentioned that I'm planning an angst fest? 8D Because I do. And there can only be one protagonist for said angst fest 8D And Gloombox will appear as well. Because om nom nom purple angst.

I haven't forgot the prompts, of course. They will just follow later.

First I was thinking about self-analyzing myself again, but I don't believe anyone wants to read how I (incoherently!) ramble about why I can write certain characters but not others XD and how I always put something of myself into the characters (most of the time just a really tiny thing. Just a little quirk, maybe). And don't worry, I always check if it fits the characters personality. But, as I said, no one would want to read that.

Instead I tried to stop associate the voice of the singer of Turisas with Fado because the voice just fits Fado. (And the mental picture of Fado with their face painting is just rolftastic. Add a kilt and you have Braveheart in red/black XD)

Oh, and I have Viggy angst for you (on dreamwidth). Because Viggy angst is my favourite flavour of angst. Originally that was supposed to be the meme fill of raphi´s prompt "smile", but then I thought it didn't fit and raphi probably wouldn't want Vigarde angst anyway. And Lucius had been my first idea anyway (well, then I forgot it, got inspired with Viggy angst, wrote it, and then remember Lucius and wrote that one).

And since I'm on the topic of Vigarde... You know, I don't particular care if people read my (bro) stuff. I just put it out there and people can decide if it's their cup of tea or not (and enjoy it silently or not. As long as they have fun, I don't care 8D). And still it feels kinda... weird to post all my bro stuff on ff.net. It's all very irrational and contradictory but... sometimes I wonder what people think when they see my bro stuff. Something like "that strange person writes about minor characters nobody cares about, lol". It does not exactly bug me but... AGH! I don't know. It feels weird. I'm wondering if I should even bother posting there sometimes because sometimes I believe no one cares anyway. But then I also don't really care if other people care at the same time >:/ This is such a strange weirdness and I know it's contradictory but I still feel both feelings. Aaaah, why so complicated? Oh well, feelings are rarely logical or coherent or make sense. *sigh*

Oops, now I did self-analyze without planning it XD Oh, and I'm kinda sick. Dammit. I have to hold a presentation tomorrow >:/