3/9/12

scarletmorning: (Creepy)
We (my family and I and my grandpa) went to visit my new great cousin. The daughter of one of my many cousins. She is pretty cute and very calm. She slept the whole time. Heh, many of my older cousins, as in those over 25, are having kids by now. Now my grandpa starts to make jests about me being ready to marry and said today I should hold my cousin to "remember how it feels" (my youngest cousin was born when I was a teenager). I just laugh and nod, because I know he isn't serious and his jests are only because he wants to see as many great-grandchildren as he can. He's becoming 90 this year. I don't really want to tell him that I don't want any children (at the moment, who knows if I decide differently in the future). I mean, it doesn't bother me after all. Inwardly I lol, actually, because I'm soooooooo far from having a relationship or kids XD

It isn't worth the hassle of explaining things.


Also, I discovered a few weeks ago that, if I would be interested in a romantic/sexual relatioinship at all, I would be bisexual. Soooooo, I'm pretty much asexual at the moment. But, as always, change can always happen so I would call myself (if I would call myself anything) a temporarily asexual XD

Which I don't because all that is very silly. I'm just being me. 8D