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scarletmorningMy last meta post (or whatever that was XD) kinda got me thinking. (Yes, this is a bit more self-analyzing so feel free to skip it :D) Mostly if I am mostly pragmatic or not.
Now, I'm not entirely sure if "pragmatic" really manages to describe me, because after looking at some definitions it doesn't quite... ring true. Some aspects might apply but it also feels... I don't know. Maybe it's just giving myself a label and I really dislike that. Anyway, I'm a person who if she doesn't see any good reason to do something, she won't do it. Those reasons can range from "I do this for a person I like" to "I hate doing this" to "this will be good for me/for person XY that I like in the long run" to "this is the most logical course". (Of course if force is applied I might still do it) This character trait can be quite good (because I know what I want in a way and maybe this is also why I always seem like I'm confident and know what I'm doing even if I don't) but also really, really bad (If I don't see any reason for why I should learn this particular thing, I won't or only very badly will learn it).
And I honestly don't know how I should feel about that. >:/ But somehow self-analyzing always ends on that note; I don't know if I like myself like I am or not. (Thankfully the answer I find later is often yes, I do like myself 8D Apart from my freaking huge laziness)
ON a less personal note:
I might post the first Bro AU 10 Orders fic later or tomorrow. Maybe. But. I have totally no idea how to call the new collection D8
And I still have no name for FemHayden (because femslash WILL happen, dammit). I kinda want to keep either the "ai" sound or the "ha" sound :/ But there are so few names I like...
Now, I'm not entirely sure if "pragmatic" really manages to describe me, because after looking at some definitions it doesn't quite... ring true. Some aspects might apply but it also feels... I don't know. Maybe it's just giving myself a label and I really dislike that. Anyway, I'm a person who if she doesn't see any good reason to do something, she won't do it. Those reasons can range from "I do this for a person I like" to "I hate doing this" to "this will be good for me/for person XY that I like in the long run" to "this is the most logical course". (Of course if force is applied I might still do it) This character trait can be quite good (because I know what I want in a way and maybe this is also why I always seem like I'm confident and know what I'm doing even if I don't) but also really, really bad (If I don't see any reason for why I should learn this particular thing, I won't or only very badly will learn it).
And I honestly don't know how I should feel about that. >:/ But somehow self-analyzing always ends on that note; I don't know if I like myself like I am or not. (Thankfully the answer I find later is often yes, I do like myself 8D Apart from my freaking huge laziness)
ON a less personal note:
I might post the first Bro AU 10 Orders fic later or tomorrow. Maybe. But. I have totally no idea how to call the new collection D8
And I still have no name for FemHayden (because femslash WILL happen, dammit). I kinda want to keep either the "ai" sound or the "ha" sound :/ But there are so few names I like...
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