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Have been feeling kinda melancholy and down the whole day. Painting my grandpa´s chairs and showering hasn't helped, which it has before. Fuck. Therefore I kinda hate the world a bit right now. It would definitely better if my creativity hadn't died, but I don't know how I could change that.

However, I feel good enough to ramble a bit about decomposition. In Renais. Just because. Mostly because Fado.

( Cut because... because. )

And now I can't think of more to ramble about. Fffffffff, I wish I could write. ;A;