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29/7/11 09:48
scarletmorning: (Secret of Mana)
(Let's see if lj actually lets me update)

So. Much emotional stress the last few days. This whole ERASMUS thing, the documents I need, confusion about said documents, all came at once. I felt like shit yesterday (I'm thankfully quite good now. Taking one day to calm down and get accustomed to the thought and everything helps.)

I'm not sure if I should thank lj for that since I didn't whine to my flist. On the other hand, for once I actually wanted some support (which... happens rarely because I never want to bother other people with my problems, because they're, well, my problems and not their problems. Even if they secretly stress me out like this). Argl.

Anyway. Onwards to nicer things.

"The Derelict" by  Abney Park = love. I love the text. Love love love 8D

Also, In Extremo concert tomorrow <3
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15/7/11 15:26
scarletmorning: (Hayden and Fado Sepia)
I'm not sure if it's hilarious that the baristas at my usual Starbucks only have to ask "cold or warm" and then already know what to do or if I should be worried me going there too often (and always taking the same. But mocha is so yummy~).

....

It's mostly amusing, I believe XD

Also, writing is okay. :/ A bit inspirationless but still somehow writing... Oh well.

Hm, Swedish exam next week. The test exam today was better than I thought so I'm good. For now. There are still things I need to revise but otherwise yay 8D


Omgomgomg, only one week then term is over D8 And then only shortly until England /angsts (a bit)

"Love" by Abney Park also sounds creepy XD You creepers, you~

Edit:

Whatwhatwhat? There are some guests from Canada and I'm supposed to ~entertain~ the younger ones? D8< What kind of fuckery? jkghaoiru I don't want to talk with them. I hate talking with strangers (yup, I'm not the centre of fun.) And about what should I talk? My big problem with keeping up conversations IS that I never know about what I should talk DX DX DX Unhappiness. Great, now I'm annoyed gpishergbpai Hate.
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11/7/11 16:51
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Abney Park is evil, very very evil. Because:

- I want more air pirates
- I want to write porny things about them (Fffffffffff, yeah, I don't even)
- "Death of Humanity" for some reason makes me want to write about possessed Lyon slowly losing his humanity and being the DK in the end because he forgets that he ever was a human (which could contradict his death speech, if I remember correctly)
- Zombie Apokalypse and all the horrible, horrible, HORRIBLE things my mind comes up with. And I hate my mind for that.
- It makes me NOT want to finish my contest piece >8/ Evil.
- "Dear Ophelia" and "Isabella" make want to write something creepy. About someone (most often Viggy, which is not fair and doesn't exactly makes sense) singing to a sleeping person. In a creepy way. And acting creep. IDEK.

There soon will be exams. Well, only two, actually. Still. Oh gawd, and two 12-15 page long essays. In two fucking months, probably, because I'll leave for England in September ;A; It does not make me a happy camper (I wouldn't be a happy camper anyway XD). At least the teacher from one of the lectures with essay said that we can hand them in whenever we want. So I could finish that one in England. A tiny speck of light at the horizon.

PS: I love my new tag XD Indeed, the brofluence is everywhere.

PS2: I really fear that I have to write Zombie Apokalypse to get it out of my head ;A; Sadness.
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