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13/4/12 18:24
scarletmorning: (Persona 4)
In the morning I kinda wanted to make a rambly meta-y post, but now I just. I want everything to end or just stop. I'm just. So angry again and everything is annoying and I just want to curl up and never stand up again. Can't the whole world just stop moving? I'd appreciate it.

Fuck you, day.

Teaches me to take my anti-dep more regularly. Stupid head, who forgets all the important stuff.

Only positive thing today was that I suscribed to the next Swedish course.
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6/12/11 00:00
scarletmorning: (Valter is crazy and wants your blood)
Fffffffffffffffffffffuck my life. I hate all of this. ARGH.

>:/

Well, at least now that I noticed it I can bring it up with my therapist. God, how do I hate this situation. I really... either need to step back, but... god, I don't know. Fuck all of this.
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30/8/11 17:00
scarletmorning: (Barbossa)
Have I already told you lately that I hate people who write viruses? Because I do. And I kinda start to hate my writing computer because he caught the same virus he caught just a few days ago again. Seriously. What kind of fail is that!?

Rage.

Also, 17th September. You are coming closer and closer. *flail*

On another, Fire Emblem related note: I kinda hate my Innes piece. I like the first scene and I love the last, as of yet not written scene, but the stuff in between is so hnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. I'm not sure if it's Innes, if it's Hayden, if it's my writing or the fact that this doesn't feel right. Argl. This makes me very unhappy.

Ugh, such a wasted and sucky day. Also, I don't manage to care about [livejournal.com profile] fe_contest at the moment. Too annoyed and unhappy. Blargh. (I like "Blargh" and "Argl". Might be my favourite words next to "also" and "anyway")
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15/7/11 15:26
scarletmorning: (Hayden and Fado Sepia)
I'm not sure if it's hilarious that the baristas at my usual Starbucks only have to ask "cold or warm" and then already know what to do or if I should be worried me going there too often (and always taking the same. But mocha is so yummy~).

....

It's mostly amusing, I believe XD

Also, writing is okay. :/ A bit inspirationless but still somehow writing... Oh well.

Hm, Swedish exam next week. The test exam today was better than I thought so I'm good. For now. There are still things I need to revise but otherwise yay 8D


Omgomgomg, only one week then term is over D8 And then only shortly until England /angsts (a bit)

"Love" by Abney Park also sounds creepy XD You creepers, you~

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Whatwhatwhat? There are some guests from Canada and I'm supposed to ~entertain~ the younger ones? D8< What kind of fuckery? jkghaoiru I don't want to talk with them. I hate talking with strangers (yup, I'm not the centre of fun.) And about what should I talk? My big problem with keeping up conversations IS that I never know about what I should talk DX DX DX Unhappiness. Great, now I'm annoyed gpishergbpai Hate.
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16/4/11 01:30
scarletmorning: (P4 Hero smacks a monster)
Fuck that shit! I just got a nice little virus attack on my writing computer. After all my pirate research and everything else and I just want to KILL google and fuck, now this computer makes nonsense as well AND I WANT TO HIT SOMETHING. I suspect that skype has some kind of responsibility on this one as well but I can't prove it. Wanting to send something through my firewall? Not anymore. My distrust in things like that just skyrocketed through the roof up to the sun. Fuck. that. shit.

No more pirates for today. I'm in rage.

Alright, if I can't save my uni notes and my pirates notes, I'm seriously breaking something. Let's hope for the best. Also, I'm sorry, raphi, that I left Skype yesterday so suddenly. But that virus almost didn't let me do anything.

Ugh, I might have to completely clean my writing pc. It doesn't seem like my writing was infected but it is still annoying. And damn, it looks like it. No rage anymore, just annoyance and disappointment. I hate you, internet. And the fucktards that write viruses etc.
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